nice !! my bb is out. omg. is kinda taking LONG LONG~ ~ day  for him to come out. i was admitted into hospital around 7 plus 8 plus i guess. due to me having some bleeding going on. so i quickly bath and tell my mom abt it. my mom gan jiong den do things “qi cho lo geo” and called my dad quickly come back. of cos i do feel e contraction every now and den. tts was still possible to tahan. after i reach kkh they told me im only 1cm close 2cm open only. so have to stay in ward for observation. cause afraid that if midnight really pain or suddenly open up fast den can jus come back to e delivery suite.

i was super luck for that night. after im done with e admission side. they warded me into call b1 which is an private ward as there is no room for class c yet. b1 is totally awesome i swear. 4 person in one room, air-conditioned, personal tv, clean toilet and bathroom, big space in each cubic and lastly e good service they have. but den dear and parents have to be there only for  a moment. like 1hr they gtg cause visiting hrs are over. so i stay there alone, watching tv. watched some 10pm chn u show. and after that i feel tense pain. i recall nurse once told me if u feel intense pain must let us know. but at that moment i dun get wad they mean by intense pain. wad is INTENsE! lols. i keep tahan e pain till really omgosh. den i call for nurse saying i feel very pain for e contraction. they brought me back to e delivery suite and rest there. nurses ask me wad kind of pain destress i want. got injection on legs, gas and also epidual. i took gas at 1st. trying to endure the pain of contraction. i wil flip and turn whenever i have contraction. i called my husband up and ask him to hurry up come down accompany me. and that was already 12 plus midnight or 1am. i was in pain, screaming everytime e contraction comes. e gas seems not much use, it jus make me feel numb but e pain i still can feel it badly. after dr came and check for how many cm has  been open, she say was 5cm. den i like okok. den they ask me whether do i wan to break water bag not. i jus errr orh okok. i dont even know such stuff. y would they even ask me? weirdo

nxt thing after they see me in real pain they ask me to get epidual. see whether i want not, i keep thinking of ppl telling me try not to take if i can really take it. i jus keep having things in mind, den another contraction strikes! i jus okok inject inject epidual. i had to sit up straight and bend my body front cos they wanna inject into my spinal cord. contraction strikes here n there i keep screaming for pain, trying to calm down and let them inject finish. it was taking them SUPER LONG! after it was done i still feel e FKIN PAIN for contraction! i told them. isnt it suppose to b numb ? y still hurts so badly. i scream~~~ den they inject me external epidual. and tt slowly cools me down. -.- after that injection was done. is so much easier to do things. i could even slp. falling aslp soon.

waiting for virgina to open up to 10cm takes really long time. after water bag’s break, it took quite some time to open up to 7cm. den 8cm. den 9cm was around 8am in e morning already. doctor say will come back around 9 to check again. if is okay den will jus push for e bb to come out. den 9 plus dr came and say it wil stuck at 9cm. so they came back 1.5 hrs later. and say okay u can start pushing. but they cant feel e bb’s position, but bb seems to be in e wrong position. but they jus ask me to push, so i push for quite some time, like 2 hrs continously pushing but no progress has been made. he didnt move down at all, it was so tiring pushing and my virginal hurts thks to e STAFF NURSE there. she is worst den those midwife. she jus giao me like birds giao worms from e dirt. =.= damn fkin pain! i keep pushing den she die die also wan to put her finger in so that can help me stretch. alright! i dont mind if u wanna help me, but pls! apply some gel on so that is smoother for u to insert ur fingers ! she jus didnt apply e gel every time she ”trying to help” -.- and i was really pushing. after that she jus hop in and insert and break my momemtum and also she make it till so painful that i really wanna stop pushing. after all this pushing, dr came in insert gently and say i think is in ot or op position. meaning opposite direction or somthing, cos bb after all isnt facing e right place, and doctor cant forcept it out as his position is still high up. den they give me 15mins more see whether is it possible to push somemore out. i totally cant and is really like batt flat. i gave up after e 15mins and jus wanna go for seseran. 

operation part, i went into OT and lie down there. they insert me with mass epidual so that my lower body canot feel anything much except some pushing movement. e side effect of e epidual is super strong, i shiver like no tmr and really hard to control e shivering, it makes me shiver for vrey long, till my cheek bone is tired. but when i hear bb is finally out, he was crying super loudly! kekes. den they carry him to clean up den bring it to me to let me kiss him, he was 3645g 50cm ! omgosh!! huge bb uh ~. lub him lot lot. okay, here comes e painful part. pain as in not physically. is e side effect of e epidual getting real strong, and they are really taking up the time recovering my tummy. i wait n wait n wait n wait, super slow keep shiver like no tmr. it was really very miserable there. just like a drug addict trying to say no to drugs. dunno after shivering for how long i try to slp, and when i falling aslp they wake me up again. they jus wan to make sure im alright and still responding. so they ask me to go back to slp cause e operation is gonna b done soon. after done,  i was down with fever so bb also have abit of fever.so he n i both went to observation ward. i went also bcos too much blood flow out and need to observe whether is my blood level alright. and it was fine, so they send me back to ward which is aready at night 7pm. im still very drownsy at that moment of time, i guess is cause of the morphir they have given me. i kept slping n slping. nurses keep waking me up telling me and that, eat medicine, injection. changing pads. my whole body jus too heavy to really react to it. so i mainly jus mmm arr orh.

the nxt day i cant wait to see him anymore, he’s my precious ! i quickly wants e doctor to come, to remove my bandages and urine bag. so that i can move freely.! and they did it around 11 plus. so i quickly request to go down to see bb. i carried in on my arms, he jus finish drinking and also crying. so cute of him !!! ahhhhhhhh.

 

cute right !!  so chubby so kawaii. hehes. alright post till here~ my medicine is here. later need more energy to pump milk for him. <3

<3 hubby & baby.

muacks!

-huix2

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